Aha, it is the past now.

No changes to be made.

Accept, learn, burn.

For how we took care these things.

And what it mend.

We see and feel in the past.

Let it fly my friend.

The perfect sentence is not found.

And we will never get close.

But I keep on searching for the words to come.

The words I used and didn't make it.

Leave the pressure towards ultimate freedom.

It is there where you did not search.

Look at the bright light,

it will be welcome at anytime.

No pain, no desire.

But I miss you with all my heart,

and I will always do so,

even when it costs my freedom,

because it will mean nothing if I didn't have the change to feel this.

Pure, souls, no vage love.

7-8-11

These moments to take,
We share the sanity,
Yellow eyed surrounding,
We need this, now.

Leaving the stars behind,
We travel under static covers.
And when it is,
It is.
And when its not,
It still was better then the rest.

Warm flows of frozen flower leafs,
Swirling down under your feet.
We touch each other.
Given away these breaths.

A pearl smile,
No tones, just gesture.
A reach towards the indulgement.
Flakes of broken love find the adhesive ballance.

And that took me,

it shaked me and made feel.

A pain,

that tear in your eye.

I saw,

this should not have happened,

to you.

My hope is that you forget,

what he did to you.

That the knot in your stomache will leave.

That the visions will disappear.

To know that it was not your fault,

that you did not deserve this.

When you see that pain,

it does not leave you.

It stays,
Moves arround,
In toughts,
In body.

But know I'm always there.

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I love we grow,

outside reality.

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Say it, say it again.

Say it untill you believe it,

untill you know this is the only truth.

Close the vision to other options.

There is non.

But know that what we see and believe can never be true.

Perception.

The impossible contains more truth then what we see as the only possibles.

The things we can not touch, the thoughts we beliefed as untrue.

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Happyness is an overrated feeling that completely depends on your own meaning of it.

The real trick in life is to want nothing and to succeed getting it.

In far you go my friend, It was just not mend, To be, to see you. But I'll always feel you. That you where in our life. The proud and joy. Build slow, fast gone. New times will come. New life will rise. The sad reallity will pass. Nature has its own way.